I have to say that the pain that I go through daily in my heart aches and it will continue to ache until I get you to hold me in your arms once again. xx

I'm sure that you have watched the emotional suffering that I have endured over the last 2 years and I have never needed you more than I have within this time.  All I ever wanted was to talk to you and listen to your advice and hold and hug you and never let go as that is what every daughter needs in times of need.  I begged you to come to me but your persisted to stay away and I understand why, as you always said I was strong, however, that strength came to end and I could not take anymore.  

I went to bed to go to sleep.  Fell asleep crying and then all of a sudden I heard you call my name and I opened my eyes and there you were, as plain as day and you looked and smiled at me, told me everything was going to be ok, hugged me so tight and told me to go back to sleep.  The sense of comfort from this was overwhelming and I tear up thinking about it but you helped me with part of my healing process of your passing.

There is nothing more that I want to say but thank you as I had needed you for so long but you finally come to see your daughter and from that day, when I am down, that is what I think of and it gives me great ease of comfort within my heart and I hold you in my heart & mind and think about that hug, seeing your face, your glow and your smile but most of all, hearing your voice.

My love will never leave me for what I had for you and that beat will always be missing but I know you will continue to glow in my life.

I love you Mum always and forever. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx